keskiviikko 31. joulukuuta 2014

hammaslääkärissä käynti

Maanantaina jouduin varaamaan ajan hammaslääkäriin. Sain heti seuraavaksi päiväksi päivystys ajan. Kerroin et hammaas tai kaks heiluu. Kävin sit siel. Se oli kamalaa. Jännitti jo valmiiks ja se haju siellä vaa pahensi sitä. Sit kun se tökki niillä metalli tikuilla nii jo vihlo. Otettii rötgen kuva ja sit se hammaslääkäri kerto et siel on pahimman laatuinen reikä. Menee ihan hampaan ytimeen asti. Siinä kohtaa alkoi itkeminen. Sellasta pientä äänetöntä mutta kyyneleitä tuli. Puudutusaineen laitto ei sattunu niinkään paljoo. Enemmän sattu se kun varvas puudutettiin. Sit se alkoi poraamaan, itku paheni. Kynnet painu käsivarteen niin kovaa et vieläki näkyy jäljet. Se oli kauheeta. Se viel lisäs kahteen kohtaan sitä puudutus ainetta. Silti sattu, vaikka vähemmän. Ei siinä menny puolta tuntia enempää. Uuden vuoden jälkeen pitäisi varata jatkohoito aika. En todellakaan varaa tonne. Haluun yksityiselle nukutukseen. Mut se tuskin on mahdollista, joten kyllä sellanen hammaslääkäri pelkääjiin erikoistunut heppu saattaa kelvata. En tiiä. En oo voinu oikee syödä mitää tänää. Eka en voinu ees juoda.
  Kun tulin hammaslääkäristä nii katoin eka hetken leffaa sit äiti soitti jotai et meidän olis pitäny mennä kaupoille ostaa jotai (en muista) mut en pystyny lähtee ku olin liian väsyny. Joten kävin nukkumaan, (klo 13) heräsin about tunnin päästä siitä mut jatkoin nukkumista. Lopullisesti heräsin 15.30. Mut en lähteny mihinkää "sängystä" (eli siis sohvalta, kun siinähän mä nukun nykyään). Katoin sen leffan loppuun (Punainen lohikäärme) ja sen jälkee vasta menin tekemään "ruokaa". Tein sellasseen "kuuma kuppi" keitto jutun ja laitoin pulloon. Otin myös jäätelöä. Sellasia mitä ei tarvitse pureskella. En voinu ees paljoo avata suuta. Söin nacho cheese ball sipsejä kans. Ne oli kans vähän vaikeita ku sattu suun avaaminen.
  Vasta kymmenen jälkee lähdin uudestaan ulos asunnosta kun menin viemää iskän kotii töitten jälkee. Sit kävin ajelulla (koska kello oli yli 23.30 mutta ei yli 00.00). Ajoin hämeenlinnaa ja takas. Siel oli tosi liukasta. Meinas auto lähtee tieltä pois ku lähti liukumaa. Poliisit tuli vastaa kun olin kääntymässä. Normisti olisin ehtiny mennä siitä edestä mut nyt oli niin liukasta nii en halunnut ottaa riskiä. Heti kun ne pääsi ohi ne laitto vilkun ja meni tien sivuu. Aattelin et ne lähtee perää mut ei lähteny. Se aina ahdistaa jostai syystä kun näkee poliisit et lähteekö ne perää tai et pysäyttääkö ne mut.

Tässä vielä kuva kun join keittoo, söin jäätelöö ja katoin leffaa (Hobitti - odottamaton matka, pidennetty versio). Vihreässä pullossa siellä vasemmalla on se kuuma kuppi keitto juttu.

maanantai 22. joulukuuta 2014

Bored...

On siis tylsää joten teen pari "testiä"/kyselyä. Kopioin Tumblr:stä joten siksi tollainen hassu viiva. 
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Since the start of 2014 I have:
Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car journey.
Passed an exam.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen and paper.
Gone to see a therapist.
Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
Read a really good book.
Gone to the zoo.
Spent too much money on unnecessary things.  
Traveled by train.
Cried over someone.
Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan.
Slammed a door out of frustration.
Had an anxiety/panic attack.
Had a BBQ.
Gone to the fair.
Gone bowling.
Seen a film at the cinema in 3D.

Gone on a date.
Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink.
Stayed up all night.
Talked on the phone for over 2 hours. 
Supported someone who’d received bad news. 
Watched some kind of live sporting event.
Read an entire book in one day.
Bought a DVD the day it was released.
Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week.
Cried as a result of exam stress.
Met some incredible new people.
Fallen backwards off a chair.
Broken my glasses
Cried over someone in my past.
Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. 
Thrown up.
Cried over a film.
Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-significant other.
Been in a relationship for a year or longer.
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Bored? Bold what applies to you..
You are in high school.
You dropped out of high school.
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend.
You don’t have a best friend.
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed.
You live within 20 minutes of your ex.
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours.
You have been to the movies within the last week.
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year.
You have been a designated driver. 
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it.
You have played strip poker.
You are Catholic.
You are atheist.
You recycle regularly.
You are a brunette.
You have dated a blonde.
You are friends with a redhead.
You are taller than your mum. 
You are taller than your dad.
You have a bank account.
You’ve written a check for less than $5.
You have visited the Statue of Liberty.
You have visited the Eiffel Tower.
You have visited Big Ben.
You have visited the Colosseum.
You have visited The Great Wall of China.
You have never been out of the country.
You have been a waiter/waitress.
You own a Bible.
You own something with a Pentagram on it.
You have used a Ouija Board.
You have been a witch for Halloween. 
You have been a zombie for Halloween.
You have your eyebrow pierced.
You have a Monroe piercing.
You have your nose pierced.
You have no tattoos. 
You have more than 2 tattoos.
You straighten your hair occasionally.
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days.
You live somewhere that gets snow.
You celebrate Hanukkah.
You were at your own house last New Year’s.
You were at a bar last New Year’s.
You slept through last New Year’s.
You have worked on Christmas Eve.
You have worked on Christmas.
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today.
You were told by someone who’s not family.
You slept in your own bed last night.
You regret kissing the last person you kissed. 
You are wearing a necklace right now.
You are wearing something red.
You are wearing something blue.
You are wearing something purple.
Your phone number ends with an even number.
You have kissed the last person you called/texted.
You are currently listening to music.
You are waiting for something.
You don’t like seafood.
You have eaten deer sausage.
You have given a complete stranger your phone number.
You have been hit on at work.
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you.
You have been whistled at.
You were creeped out by it.
You are a good speller.
You are very punctual.
You were dating someone in December of 2008.
You are still dating that person.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been on a cruise ship.
You have camped out in your own backyard.
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you.
You are a Pisces.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a Leo.
You wonder what will happen when you die.
You are afraid of the dark.
You write in all capital letters. 
You have been told you have nice handwriting.
You have had a song written for you.
You have had a picture drawn of you.
You have curly/wavy hair.
You are wearing a watch.
You are wearing flip flops.
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked.
You know someone with the same birthday as you.
You are a morning person.
You are a night owl.
You slept in past 10 am today.
You have big plans for next weekend. 
You are thinking of someone right now.
Your job is stressing you out.
You don’t have a job.
You have never had a job.
You were fired from your last job.
You know sign language. 
You will usually try something at least once.
You have been swimming in the last month.
You are pessimistic by nature.
You have taken a ballet class. 
You have taken karate. 
You have taken gymnastics.
You wish on shooting stars.
You wish at 11:11.
Your birthday has already come this year. 
You have been in a relationship that lasted longer than a year.
You aren’t over your ex.
You have gone after someone you knew was bad for you.
You have let someone use you.
You were/are a teenage mom. 
You are an otaku.
You are a cosplayer.
You were named after someone. 
You like your name.
Your last drink was water.
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’.
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going.
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’.
You are self-conscious about your body.
You have a hangover
You have a pet fish.
You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house.
You have godparents.
Your parents are still married.
You have step-siblings.
You are the oldest. 
You are adopted.
You have a triplet
You don’t want kids.
You want more than four kids.
You have a bad temper.
You have made out with a complete stranger.
You usually make the first move in an intimate situation.
You have broken your arm.
You have had to get stitches on your face.
You have had an MRI.
Your fingernails are painted.
You like to draw.
You like to sing. 
You can play an instrument.
You keep a lot of secrets from people.
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you.
You don’t trust people easily.
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone.
You drive a car older than a 2002.
You have lost a friend you never thought you would.
You know a child who died of cancer.
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck.
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours.
You have cut your hair in the last week.
You wear glasses.
Your favorite season is Autumn.
Your favorite color is orange.
Your favorite animal is a dolphin.
You last rode in a car with a relative.
You last rode in a car with a girl/woman.
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating. 
You regularly watch Asian dramas.
You love Chinese food.
Your best friend is older than you. 
You have to go to school/work tomorrow. 
You answered every question truthfully. 

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Physical appearance:
I have blonde hair.
My current hair color is not my natural hair color.
I have curly hair.
I have green eyes.
I have red hair.
I have natural highlights.
I am black.
I have lots of freckles.
My nails are usually painted.
I wear a lot of eye make-up.
I have bangs.
I have short hair.
I wear a lot of pink.
Family:
I have a step-relative.
I am adopted. 
My biological parents are married to each other.
I am an only child.
At least one of my great-grandparents is still alive.
All of my grandparents are still alive.
I am related to someone famous.
I have a sibling who is in college
I am a twin or a triplet.
I have a sibling who is married.
I have a sibling who is less than five years old.
I have more than one sibling. 
I see my cousins often.
Health:
I am lactose intolerant.
I have a food allergy.
Someone in my family has died of cancer.
I have had surgery.
I have scoliosis.
I take/took anti-depressants.
I have attempted suicide.
I have been in the hospital in the past year.
I have broken a bone.
I have had strep throat.
I don’t drink enough water.
I exercise for more than 10 hours a week.
I wear glasses and/or contacts.
Friendship:
I have a best friend. 
I am friends with a pair of twins.
I am close friends with at least one of my neighbors.
I have at least one friend who lives in a different country.
Experiences:
I have had a near-death experience.
The police have been summoned to my house.
I have been nearly run over by some sort of large vehicle.
I have been snorkeling.
I have been to at least 2 weddings.
I have been to at least 2 funerals.
I have been to an overnight summer camp.
I have been on a train.

I have lived in a different country.
I have spent the night in a motel.
I have written a novel.
I have been zip-lining.
I have been to a wedding or funeral outside of my home country.
I have failed a class.
I have cut class.

I have gotten a speeding ticket.
I have gotten a parking ticket.
I have been in a car crash.
I have been sent to the principal’s office.
I have been arrested.
I have been drunk.
I have taken a ballet class.
I have driven a car.
I have been on an upside-down roller coaster.
I have gone to school or work after a sleepless night.

I have flown in a hot-air balloon.
I have spent more than 48 hours without sleep.
I have been in a talent show.
I have read Sherlock Holmes.
I have read all of the Harry Potter books.
I have seen all of the Harry Potter movies.
I saw the last Harry Potter movie in theaters.

I have thrown up on a plane.
I have worn my pajamas out in public. 
I have worn my hair in a fishtail braid.
I have never been trick-or-treating.
I have posted a video on YouTube.
I have seen an episode of Supernatural.
I have worn colored contacts before.

I have tried out for a sports team.
I have auditioned for a play.
I have been in a school play.
I have had a main role in a school play. 

Personal:
I have a job.
I am afraid of heights.
I am not religious. 
I live in an apartment.

I am extremely familiar with jet lag.
I want to change my name.
My first name ends with the letter “A.”
I don’t get nervous before making a presentation.
I have more than one citizenship.
I was born in a city.
I run a video blog.
I know what I want to do with my life. 
I am insecure about my voice.
I worry a lot about my future.
Education:
I am a student.
I go to a private school.
I have my Master’s degree.
I have taken a college-level class while in high school.
I have graduated from high school. 
Travel:
I have been to a third-world country.
I have been to the Carribean.
I have been to Boston.
I have visited a college.
I have been to Florida.
I have been to New York City.
I have visited another country.
I have been to Egypt.
Skills:
I am fluent in more than one language.
I have read a book in another language.

I can braid hair.
I can do a cartwheel.
I can do a handstand underwater.
Interests:
I play Skyrim.
I play Minecraft.

I like country music.
I like to read fanfiction.
I watch Doctor Who.
I enjoy hiking.
I run track.
I like cooking shows.
I like chick flicks.
I love poetry.
I have written a song.
I am interested in cinematography.
Likes and Dislikes:
I like lobster.
I like strawberries.
I hate making my bed.
I enjoy science fiction.

I like roller coasters.
I like watermelon.
I like going back-to-school shopping.
Habits:
I go to the movies at least once a month.
I continuously bite my nails.
I have a habit of biting my lip.
I tap my foot when I’m nervous.
I have a paper calendar on my wall.
I often have to replace my earbuds.
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Bold what you have done
I avoid some people on purpose
I’ve cheated
I’ve thought about cheating 
I hate the way I look most of the time
I actually like the way I look most of the time 
I’ve been swimming in an ocean 
I’ve been swimming in a lake
I have siblings

I have petsI’ve been on vacation recently 
I love meeting new people
I am insanely shyI’m on a sports team
My best friend is a boy
I play music
I don’t remember the last time I mailed a letterI talk on the phone every night 
I drink milk almost every day
I’ve kissed someone in a bathroom
I’ve kissed someone in bedI’ve kissed someone at school
I’ve kissed someone I just met 
I’ve kissed a good friend
I like to read 
I like to watch TV
I couldn’t care less about video games 
I hate my mum and dad
I’ve had a crush on someone 5+ years older
I’ve never asked someone out 
I can touch my nose with my tongue
I love pizzaI actually love going grocery shopping
I love to travel I’ve been to another continent
I wish I had time to watch more movies 
I miss being a little kid
I’ve been to a public pool recently  
Summer is my favourite time of the year Winter is my favourite time of the year 
I have a favourite holiday I have a favourite holiday other than Christmas
I’ve been to a concert recently 
I driveI have my own car 
My room is almost always messyI’m listening to music right now
Music helps me work 
The last person I texted was a boyI want a new phone really bad
The last thing I drank was water 
I used to play with barbies
I collect something
I’ve been to a carnival recently
I need to charge my phone
I have a huge crush on someone right now
I’ve kissed someone within the last 24 hours
I’m still in my pajamas
I have to go to school tomorrow
I need to clean something 
I’ve hurt myself on purpose I’ve thrown up on purpose
I’ve broken a bone 
I’ve eaten something weird
I’m an extremely picky eater
I’ve been out to eat recently 
I love going to the mall 
I hate big groups I remember the last party I went to
I’m on the phone right now   
I’m watching TV right now 
I’m eating right now
I’m on the phone, watching TV, and eating right now     
People say I’m funny 
People say I’m pretty
I’ve been told that I have gorgeous eyes
I need new clothes really badMy hair is up right now 
I need to shave my legs
I remember the last time I went to the doctor
I have braces 
I actually use my locker at school 
I get good grades
I have a MySpace 
I have a Facebook I showered last night 
I spy with my little eye something that is green I spy with my little eye something that is round 
I spy with my little eye something that is broken
I’ve had surgery
Someone I know has died Someone I know has had cancer
It’s past my bedtime
I’ve moved before
I’ve moved 4+ times 
I’ve gotten something removed 
People tell me that I have good hair 
People tell me that they like my clothes
I wish I had some money right nowI have a job
I need a job 
I actually got a stupid class ring
I’m listening to someone talking right now
I wish I could talk to the boy I like right nowI’ve kissed someone in front of my parents 
I’ve kissed someone on New Year’s I love Halloween 
I remember the last time I tripped
I can see a picture of me from where I’m sitting
I can see my reflection from where I’m sitting
I’m kinda scared of the dark
It’s hard to sleep with the door open
It’s hard to sleep without a blanket
It’s morning
I played soccer when I was little I played basketball when I was little
My ears are pierced My belly button is pierced   
I plan on going/went to college
I plan on getting married 
I plan on having some kids
I curse a lot
I got so drunk last night
I’ve been to a wedding recently
I have an accent
I’m completely whiteI know someone who has been homeschooled
I know someone in a band 
I can sing really well 
I can dance really well
I’ve never slow danced with anyone 
I suck at math
I recycle
I know some rednecks 
I want to get a tattoo
I want to get a new piercing
I hate MTV and VH1
I miss an ex
I’ve slapped someoneI’ve punched someone
I’ve been told that I have a nice butt
I think my boobs are too small
I wish I could lose some weightI can play the guitar 
I can speak another language
I am fluent in another language 
I can play the piano
I’ve been told that I can’t dance
I’m a cheerleader  
I have a sweet tattoo I have a sweet facial piercing
I need to practice somethingI believe in God 
I want to go to Mexico 
I want to go to Canada
I’ve traveled across the country 
I live(d) on the east coast
I went to the beach last summer
I remember the last time I was insanely sunburned
I like to waste time
I like to sleep
I think I’m going to get asked out soon
I keep a journal
I don’t remember the last dream I had My first kiss kinda sucked
I think gay marriage should be legalI think smoking is gross 
I’m wearing something that belongs to someone else 
My mom fixed the last meal I had 
I’ve never gotten my nails doneI should be doing homework right now
I’m adopted 
I love sappy movies 
I love horror movies 
I love musicals
I’ve seen a broadway show
The last person I hugged was my mom/dadAll of my grandparents are alive 
I miss my boyfriend 
I haven’t talked to my best friend all dayPeople tell me that I’m short
Sometimes my socks don’t match 
I can’t wait till my birthday 
I’m a procrastinator 
I’m not like everyone else
I like strawberries I like thunderstorms 
Someone’s mad at me right now
I hate when people are rudeI’m an optimist
I am really self-conscious
My first relationship ended badly
I love when boys hold doors open
I’ve kissed 2+ people in one day
I’ve had a boy sleep over at my houseI bite my nails
I’ve been caught doing drugs
I’ve been caught cheating
I haven’t been to DisneylandI’ve passed out from doing something illegal
I get angry easilyI’m so laid back
I hate most girls
I love getting new shoes
I hate Chinese food
I don’t remember the last time I was grounded
I’ve been in love before
I’ve been cheated on
There are certain songs that remind me of my ex
I gave someone their first kiss
I straighten my hair more often than i should
I’ve been to a funeral this year 
I am insanely hungry right now
I liked this survey a lotI should probably do something productive now